regretful ..

honestly .. i made a lot of mistakes in life . In every day I live my life cheerfully .. there is a 75% of me is in sorrow . Maybe something about love or something that bothers me a lot . But behind this sorrow .. there is my regrets :(

LOVE honestly .. is such a powerful thing . how can I say so ? because it made me cry .. happy .. and sad at the same time . Giving love to someone is so easy to do . But catching their love back is so hard .

I have this guy who means a lot to me . Even if I am always angry at him .. he never leaves me. But one day , as I hear this painful words from my friend .. it made me to regret what I have done . But SINO BA AKO ? a gurl who definitely pissed him off ! Actually .. napakasama ko ii .. kasi i judge him in my way i like him to be . Paran .. I made all these things .. obviously to hurt myself . SO stupid no ? haha ..

This guy naman .. it was hard for me to be so close to him . Coz' the one I mentioned above is very related to him . I am so scared knowing that one day .. there BROTHERHOOD that they built since they were young will become a DISASTER because of me .

aw .. so much regret .. siguro one day .. pak we had an open forum with my friends .. i think I Will CRY ! :(( promise !