What a Fool Girl Suppose to Feel

Cold as night in winter
Dim as evil casts shadow
Memories fade away with laughter
Tears in the eyes that flows

Calming blue sky turned gray
Heavy rains poured above my head
Butterflies swarm, hope you'll stay
Leaving me alone, restless and half dead.

Lying on the filthy ground, wailing
Holding my heart that flaws into pieces
Pityful, this red beating thing
Oh' so sweet, your evil kisses

Canker infects my mind
Hearing evil voices on either sides
A man who was a sheer blind
Leaving unfriendly mark, trail abides.

Shouted at the top of my lungs
Perhaps, this man is a deaf
No power, Am I dead?
Above my grave, he left.

Tears flow into my face
Sobbed for the unexplicable fate
Should I stay in this lonely place?
Alone, sick, burden with hate.